Wednesday, 6 August 2014

So When Will I Start?

A lot of time you have many things in your mind to do and you found out that, you are unable to do it, may be because you don't have the resources or you don't have the support from people you think will support you, or you yourself is the cause of the problem.

Well this morning I was just going through my blog again and I ask myself "So when will I Start?" there is something on my mind that I want to do, Sincerely I love to do it but I just noticed that am not making any progress on it, see what I plan to do, I have a vision, mission and the plans. sub!!!

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But am not going forward, what exactly is it that is warring within me, am not happy about it, I need to move, many people are there wasting away because they don't have information and help to get to the next level of life, I don't have any excuses for my failure, I need to do something and now is the time to do it.

Schools are on vacation now and that's my starting point, though I have met with one or two but yet am reluctant to going again, am so worried, this is taking like forever, my hearts are heavy, I need a help, could someone just help me, am feeling like a failure, I need someone to help me out.

How will I go forward, how do I move to the next level, am I stocked or what exactly is wrong with me? am not like this.... Oh God I need you now to come to my rescue, where else could I go, no other name that I might be saved, cast all my cares on you and I will follow you.

Let me pray a simple prayer of help to God for a way out.

Lord Jesus, you said we should ask anything in your name that you will do it for us, Lord Jesus I know am in a fix already, I need your help to go forward, my heart is so heavy and I need you to help me lighten it up, please Lord Jesus help me to overcome this present challenge and expose me to the help I need to move to the next level, help me to recognise the help as you bring it along my way. Thank you Jesus for your love and help, in Jesus most precious name I pray. Amen.